Where the fuck have I been? I didn't realize that Andy Hallett (Lorne from Angel) died back in March of heart failure. That makes me sad. He was only 33. At least his daddy was with him. I feel bad I wasn't there when my mom passed away, I didn't get to her until she had already been gone for a half and hour. Hooray for my guilt.

I might make an icon songset to cheer myself up. *snuggles to Catherine*

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I can't stop trying to earn tokens. I really want that hoodie and I'm not sure why. I even made a banner:




Also, can't stop watching Buffy. I'm getting to the end of season 6 now, but I don't own season 7. I'm not sure if I can bring myself to buy it though. I really cannot stand Kennedy. It would have been so badass if Oz had come back and he got back with Willow. I loved them together almost as much as I love Willow and Xander together. Besides, I just missed Oz so much. I liked seeing Willow with someone with an actual personality. Not that Kennedy didn't have a personality, it was just an unpleasant one. I also have issue with season 7 because ensouled, love-puppy Spike is difficult for me to watch. Although I have to say the soul really brought out his vagina. Thank goodness for season 5 of Angel. Having Spike away from Buffy made him fun to watch again. Also, in my opinion Angel is the better show. Don't get me wrong, I adore Buffy, but sometimes I think Buffy should have ended after 5 seasons and that Angel should have gone on for 2 more years. We had only just gotten Illyria after all and despite how much I loved Fred, I couldn't help but really like Illyria. I wish someone hadn't taken off with my Angel season 1 boxed set or I would so be watching that right now. I mean Doyle is awesome and I love the heartwreching I Will Remember You. Plus you get Faith, Spike, and Oz all making appearances, it's a fantabulous season. I guess I'll have to re-buy it.

Current Mood: sore

Since I have a ton of room leftover on the domain for my family's software company, I decided to upload my website collective to it. I'm using an VERY old layout, but it seems to serve it's purpose whilst I design a new one, which I can finally do now that I found my once lost copy of Paint Shop Pro. I have mostly been signing up for gads of fanlistings, but I do want to get back to work on my Top 10 Anime Couples video for my YouTube page. We shall see. Either way, I'm happy to have a little corner of the internet for myself again. Any ideas for a layout theme?

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I know this is old news but I felt the need to comment on it.

So, I guess Buffy's gay now, because if she's anything like Willow, being with a woman will erase all memories of heterosexual attraction and make you a full time lesbian. I actually wouldn't mind if Buffy turned out to be gay, it would actually be more believable than Willow switching teams, since Willow actually managed to have healthy relationships with men. I won't go into my rant about how I think it's ridiculous that the writers decided to make Willow gay in an attempt to appease the portion of the audience that only tuned in for the Willow/Tara relationship. I won't say how it would have made more sense that she was heterosexual, but then happened to fall in love with a woman. Or mention that I liked Willow and Tara together and that, although at times Tara seemed more like a prop than a character, I thought their relationship was sweetly written and would have had more impact if the straight Willow loved her so much that she didn't see gender, she saw just another human being that she deeply loved. Instead, we have Willow the SuperDyke; never mind her being attracted to men for 19 years or some fucking thing. So yeah, it wouldn't surprise me if Buffy just was like "you know that Angel/Riley/Spike thing...total phase, I've been all about vagina's the whole time". Then she can also make unnecessary jokes about her sexually when they pick up a bucket of chicken from KFC. Maybe Buffy's coming out of the closet will finally give Xander the courage to reveal Anya as his beard and he can finally profess his feelings for Giles, which we all know have been there since season one.

Okay, now I'm just getting myself all pissed off and worked up. Time to watch some clips of Arashi to cheer myself up.

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I'm also an asshat because I didn't call Catherine on her birthday, though I thought of her all day at work. I need to make this up to her by buying her something very expensive. I must gather my resources...excuse me.

Current Mood: determined

The restaurant continues to get busier, which is good for me financially, but it takes a lot out of me being the only chef now.
A person I thought was a friend (one who I took in when her mom kicked her out, gave a job, and let drive my car) turned out to be forging checks of my brother's and stole his entire housing deposit for next semester. She had also been using my cell a lot more than I thought and ran up an $800 bill. I couldn't pay it so my phone was shut off. She also backed my car into someone and busted my tail light. I found out about the forged checks while she was briefly in jail for possession of drug paraphernalia. I used that time to gather all of her clothes, shoes, and other accessories and gave them all too Goodwill. When she got out she was told to never try to contact me again. I'll have to thank Dan for introducing me to Farrah. He also introduced me to a chick Tina who turned out to be a heroin addict, luckily I cut of ties to her before it got as bad as the Farrah situation. Wish the bitch didn't owe me a hundred bucks, but I know if I continued to hang out with her, it would have gotten worse. I'm gonna avoid females from now on. The only female who I've managed to remain friends with, is my dear friend Catherine. I think what keeps us buddies is I think we're both 15-year-old boys trapped in 30-year-old women's bodies. Don't worry, it's just as sexy as it sounds.

Current Mood: guilty

I finally got myself an xbox 360, used of course. I also picked up copies of Dead Rising, Beautiful Katamari, and...Eternal Sonata, the RPG that bravely asks, "Can a video game be too gorgeous?" To give you an idea: the sewers are breathtaking. The sewers.

Actually, why am I writing this? I should be playing right now.

Current Mood: enthralled

...one of my greatest idols,

is gone.

Current Mood: cynical

She was beyond adorable as Usagi/Sailor Moon and she impressed me greatly in Battle Royale II.

You will be missed.


Kanbe Miyuki
May 7, 1984 — June 18, 2008

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Voltage is clearly superior.

Vote for Voltage

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